there's always this feeling of being under appreciated, used and forgotten. we give and give till there is nothing left and then we get hurt. not that we expect a thing in return or anything like that. it's just that it really hurts when we've been forgotten so too many times after we have cared so much for them. when we were left out even when they are always on the top of out list. when we actually mean nothing to them even when they are our number one priority. it hurts. it really does.